Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ; 10:15 PM♥
been kind of moody suddenly .. donno why but seriously ii just feel like walking away just like how ii took this picture !! don wanna to care anything anymore and lead a happy and normal life all by myself !! ii am really very tired in many things but ii am just trying to be strong thru my outer looks .. ii don wan ppl to knw that ii am sad or wad ever .. coz ii knw that my frens will start to worry for mii !! so ii have learnt something new .. no matter wad, just keep smiling .. and it really works .. no matter how angry or sad am ii, the moments ii smile .. everything is over already.
today ii am at info 1 and imagine the earliest ii reach office today .. of coz not forgetting lao da ... hahhas but lao er was late of coz !! hehehes, she gana shoot by mii .. donno why lately somehow we also not like last time le ... she really seems to be stress in her work and she got so many secrets ... haix, forcing her to tell mii though she really cant say !! but ii just keep quiet .. ii also don wanna to stress on her by asking her to tell mii .. hahahs ... lucky today no nasty customer siax .. actually working as info gers is not easy siax, sometimes i really pity my cashier at info too .. is like ... WTF !!! so many things to handle at one shot .. but ii am proud to say ii can handle peacefully ... hahahas .... coz once ii need to check price, ii will grid the dept if not ii will call them ... and of coz they will scared of mii coz ii everytime kpkb .. hahhas, today someone pranked call mii at info siax .. donno who is that but ii suspect who is that person !! ...
jolly well, he spoke to mii chinese and the first sentence was .. " hello tanglin police station !! mmmm ... neber mind
arrrghhhhhhhhhhh .... after that ii went to lower down the voice ... after that ii went for break den ii come back already !! den ii have to go SUNTEC .. for training .. today class till 7pm hahhas ... was super kind of funny .. first time ii see my ex director was like kidding and joking wif us .. indeed he is still my boss .. ii respect him like how ii used to respect him when he was a SD ... ii really salute him alot ... looking forwward to the next lesson !! hahahas ... with ppl like devi, garnesh and hari around is totally fun and laughter ... think all HR are scared of teaching us !! hahhas ....
after that ii went to BUGIS to take bus home .. ii donno why but lazy to take train den ii was so tired till ii fall alsleep !! mmm .. after that baobei wake mii up .. haix ... had a big quarrel ....
don wish to mention here !!
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ii wan to go somewhere where ii can totally switch off my phone ...
and make my mind calm down ...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ; 8:43 PM♥
so many days ii didnt blog in my blogger, kind of lazy and tired too.
coz ii had been busy going working and attending classes too ...
now my work life is different from others le
we had courses to attend and ii feel that ii simply love it ..
coz ii can actually learn alot of things and it really helps to solve many riddles from my work
So imagine ii have to work, acc my bf, and of coz acc my fren too ..
so there is totally no time for mii to blog ...
hahahas
today ii went to SUNTEC for my last training on PGS ...
a programme where ii really love it coz of the teacher,
a teacher by the name of IRENE KO ... imagine that she is in her 50s and she is still teaching
somemore she had been teaching for PGS for quite a few yrs ..
ii really love her teaching so much ...
look forward for her to be my teacher in future if there is any course
wondering if ii have this type of teacher for my N level last time ...
ii will sure pass my N Level !! but too bad ....
after that ii took BUS 80 from Bugis ... while talking to Jenny on phone ii fall alsleep hahas
kind of tired ba ... lucky tonight don need to go back to clean
hahahas ...
mmmm ...
donno why recently ii am super in love with this song below ...
maybe uu guys can click the link and see the meaning ...
coz ii feel that is really suitable for mii and someone
ii think everything shld be in the past already ...
no point having so many unsolve riddles ...
ii will slowly let go .. ii belief ii can
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 ; 1:16 AM♥
ii love thai pubs now ... no ii shld say is thai disco ... Hahas
too bad ah pui is not in singapore now, if not sure can go de
hahahs, went to thai pub last sat ...
kind of like most of the days last week ii went chiong hahhas
kind of broke now le, so cannot anyhow go .. must start to save money le
just now went out wif sharo :) just the 2 of us .. kind of so long don have 2 person le
hahahas, just feel happy and fun .. but den we spotted "B" and "J"
hahas, so ended up we 4 person again worx ... walk to Orchard
donno why ii got the urge to go Thai Pub den ii thought tomolo going to MALAYSIA
ended up my dearest PEIMEI cannot go .. so mii and sharo don wan to go le
coz we don wan her to quarrel wif her boifren .. ii understand how she feel
ermx, so we went to walk walk and guess wad ...
sharo brought mii walking in FAR EAST for 1/2hr searching perfume shop
hahas, super cheap siax !!! and ii bought a ANNA SUI perfume ...
somehow ii love the smell so much ...
think ii will stick to this .. :) and of coz not forgetting my MOSCHINO
hahas, the one ii love most of all
mmm .. think ii will stick to 2 of this ba .. hehees
ii am going to the shop maybe month end .. coz now cant shop at MALAYSIA
no time tooo ... when ii off no one can pei mii to go in ...
when ii neber off .. .ppl go without mii :) hahahas
just kidding de ba !!! lalalalas
Feeling that kind of slack during nowadays at work
donno why suddenly ii don feel like putting in so much effort le
haix !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really stupid siax ... don wan other thing to complicate mii
ii really have enuff le !!!
pls help mii .....................
give mii to forget everything !!!!
going to oink oink le ......................................
Thursday, April 30, 2009 ; 2:08 AM♥
Kind of feeling sucks and totally moody today ... Was quite happy becoz last nite finally have the chance to drink again. But ii told myself ii am going to stop drinking .. Coz if ii carry on drinking, ii think ii will be a ghost drinker .. Hahas !! cannot live without martell de .. Hehees !!
last nite me, sharo and jenny went to eat SAKURA .. as usual place but ii feel that it was kind of ex ba, we didnt really ate alot but of cause ii was happy eating raw salmon with wasabi .. hahhas, cause ii ever watched one show before, if you are not happy just eat sushi with alot of wasabi and the feeling is different .. ii went to try and it was indeed quite nice ... Hahahas !! ii was so happy siax .. then later on we headed to BEER BELLY ... hahhas seriously this pub is a emotional place ... all my friends have ever cried once before there ... hahahas but ii just love the place so much ... the ppl working there and those regular customer who always go there .. they are kind of friendly ... HAhahas !! but of cause they will only take note of CHIOBU only ...
something bad happened last nite .. ii was like kind of OMG .... because ii saw "J" and she told me something happen previous nite with "E" and "L" haix .. ii think now they are together le ba .. forget it then ... seriously as ii told "B" last nite, ii told him tat is true that ii had bf but then wad ii wan is just the way he treat mii .. why when he need something he will treat mii nice, if not ii am just like a glass !! FUCK UP siax .. if they are together den together la ... for wad scared ppl to knw siax ... ii hate this type of ppl who loves to act act .. then backstab ppl in the back .. = as in finding information and then later on went further to ask the guy wad is happening then later on make the guy fall for her .. FUCK OFF la .. ii belief in karma ... just wait and see ...
so many ppl is starting to disappoint with her already ... she think wad ... alot of ppl still like her as before .. ii don think so . Anyway, ii will sit back and relax to watch this show ending ... LET SEE ... ii belief that there will be no ending ... Coz ii belief that a firlt guy will not suddenly turn into a good guy for nothing .. maybe the ger can satisfy him in bed .. hahas who knw ? perhaps ... But all ii can say is that ii hate them seriously a lot ... so may god bless them in the reject .. I wont do for them anymore ... ii will just throw everything just like nobody business into the trolley .. ii feel that since eruu treat mii this way, why should ii still treat eruu so good fr wad? Hahahs !! so simply don come and step into my life anymore
this time round ii will be smarter to prove to eruu that eruu are wrong for treating mii like this .. ii will wait for the day for eruu to come and say sorry to mii for ill treating mii .. hahahs !!! pray hard cause ii am for sure that this day will come .... Lucky ii dint make a wrong choice not to patch with my baobei !!! hahahas, coz at least the way he treat miii really prove to mii that he love mii more den anybody !!!
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kind of no mood today .... sianx !!!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ; 1:27 AM♥
monday blue ii supposed ??? ii donno why ii went to work today but seems kind of bored ... perhaps is really monday blue to me. Anyway, ii was so shocked that SHARO never wait for me to go break siax, kind of sad la !! that the reason ii simply hate afternoon shift ... But iii knw that ii cannot blame her too .. becoz pei mei and jenny came down to look for her to eat, sad rite ? so envy siax ... my break was damn it .. ii am alone loh !! but thanks to p.c hahahs !! she was the one who accompany my 45 mins breaks .. although ii don really knw her, but afterall ii can feel that she understand mii quite well ba .. Hahas !!
after break ii came back, and ii was like OMG .... ii got no info and guess wad? ii only had 2 lanes .. one is appliance and the other one is normal counter ... Hahas, of coz ii can manage it coz ii am a pro .. but ii also must thanks to hamida .. coz she came out and help mii !! yeah :) simply love her so much ... ii also donno why but it seems she is the first management which ii can really be so close to ... hahhas !! oops ... later ppl complain to my lao fuo ye .. hahhas ... ii mean different races de management ba ... But ii was happy becoz the guy was kind of cute ba, he is younger den me but his action really makes mii laugh even ii feel stress ... Hahas ... But ii was shocked becoz imagine he didnt ask me to void so often .. is like 6 hrs maybe 2 double scan only ... lucky all the customer all quite good today ... not so ................... hahhaas !!
thought of going to drink after work but haix .. expected la ... c4 where got so good de ... so early bank in our pay !! bleahx ... so as usual got to sit train home loh ... seriously this few days ii was kind of tired ... coz have to wake up early in the morning ... but afterall ii was happy becoz of baobei !! hehehes ... ii was sleeping at his house till 11am this morning .. kind of don feel like going work de .. but ii tell myself cannot like that worx ... so ii still force myself to wake up from my doraemon bed !! hahhas .... kind of sad becoz have to leave his house .. but ii believe that weekend will be coming super fast ... den iii can see him again le worx
just don wish to quarrel wif him everytime coz ii will kind of tired and stress whenever we had arguement ... ii don wan to end our relationship so easily anymore le .. coz ii really regret how ii treated him recently .. But no matter wad ii will try to be a good gf de ... give mii time ba baobei !!! have faith and trust in me ....
Thursday, April 23, 2009 ; 8:42 PM♥
Don intend to put all photos at 1 shot .. coz is like so long after ii can take photo with B.F.F
simply ii am really worried for her ....
super worried coz ii feel that she is trying to make herself smile everyday
coz she don wan me to worried for her ...
that the reason she will smile no matter her heart break ...
but ii still got my chance to make her cry afterall .. just a hug will do
LOl !! SHARO QUEK SHUFAN ... no matter wad happen,
eruu still have mii by yrside ...
readers, don worry but we are very very good friends .. =B.F.F
hahas, kind of bored today but was kind of fun working at level 1
and ii realise that ii am growing fatter and fatter ...
how ar? ?
Mmm, don understand why ii always see "L" ii will be kind of fast heart beat
not becoz of wad but is just that ii feel that ii wanna stay far from him
ii don no wad is he thinking but ii just told "E" that mii and him had recently ended le
and then ii was so shocked siax !! she told mii this ....
so ii feel that afterall my ending will be like my B.F.F, ii just told her ii wont be angry wif or wad but kind of ii will be sad ... just feel very sad !!
ii think only my B.F.F will knw wad the reason ma .. becoz she is the same as mii ....
maybe that the fate ba !!! so ii hope she wont blame mii too ...
LOL !!! going offline le ...
yeah tomolo and sat wont blog ba ... becoz i will be at my baobei house hehhees
so ii cannt blog coz must peii him !!! hahahas
wonder how is my water babies le ??
shall see the result tomolo ....
going to watch TV le worx ....
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ; 7:37 PM♥
oh kind of thought of deleting my blog le and make a new blog :X hahas, coz ii feel that so many memories entry in this
www.angeltearsrolling.blogspot.com !!! Ermx, and in between so many memories when ii kind browse thru sometimes, ii feel that history is keep on repeating in my life. Perhaps this is wad my life is ba, donno wad the hell ii did in my previous life, but then ii kind of feel that ii shall a put a full stop to it le ... Hahas, it seems like ii always say .. but this time is the last time ii will say this le!! coz ii don wan any more misunderstanding ... kind of misunderstanding make mii really pissed off siax.
ii just wanna say that ii am not those ger who can easily be played or hurt, if uu wanna play wif mii den please get off to another side and dont come and find mii .. although ii may look playful but pls pls ii cant take it to be hurt everytime ... ii am also a ger who wanna be pamper and be dote by ppl ... nt only own boyfren but even friends love too :) hahahas, so ii am going to say wad happen last nite ...
"J" call mii and ask mii to meet her coz she need to wait for "B" den suddenly ii donno why seriously ii don feel like going de coz today ii still got work. Den later on ii am so tired coz ii didn't really had enuff sleep :) hahas, but in the end, ii don want anyone to be disappointed ma so ii still go loh ... And of coz without fail ii will call my BFF !! hahhas ... But kind of many things happen, and the first time she cry on my shoulder ... haix, seriously when she crying ii was damn shocked but ii already expected it but donno why still will shocked, hahas, den later on ii feel so heart pain siax, coz ii see her like that ii also feel like crying out loud ... So sad siax !!! But no matter wad, we really wished them all the best ba !! just don wan anyone to get hurt ... whenever ii see her like that ... it makes mii think of "L" and "E" but then since "B" told mii that she didnt like him or things like that ... den ii am fine wif it loh !! Don wanna carry on say so much le, full stop ba
M.e.m.o.r.i.e.s will be stored inside my heart ... is time for mii to let go of the past n treasuer my baobei !!!
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz going to eat den sleep .. tired
so many days ii didnt blog in my blogger, kind of lazy and tired too. 
Don intend to put all photos at 1 shot .. coz is like so long after ii can take photo with B.F.F
